Well its 12:10 in the morning and I can't sleep! I had the tweezers out but I got bored with that too!. This stupid cough is keeping me from sleeping and the only thing that seems to relieve the coughing is to drink water and since I have been doing that all day I constantly have to pee which has become another problem. And I have been coughing so much that it is starting to hurt when I do it. I wish that I wasnt complaining because everything else in my life seems to be going pretty well! 

So i am going to stop complaining and try and go to bed. Please pray that the small amount of nyquil that I am going to take is not going to interfere with the anitbiotics that I am taking. I am hoping that the nyquil will help me be able to sleep. 

THank you for listening to my rambling!

Changing life

It is amazing how much can change in such a small amount of time. Sometimes it surprises me to think of how different my life is now. Just a month or so ago I wanted this so bad, I applied, I prayed, I thought this was the right thing. Now, two days from the interview, I am not so sure.  

How could this, that has been such a huge part of my life for the past couple years, and something that I thought I would be involved in forever, be something that I am not sure I want anything to do with. I want to do what is right. I want to do what God has planned. For so long I thought this would be one of the stops on this path that He has made for me. But now, in this place in my life where so many things are changing, I am not sure I want this to be the next change. 

It is so hard to know what the right thing is. I definitely didn't want to just disregard this opportunity and that is why I am keeping the possibility open with this interview. 

I am trying to keep an open mind because who knows, after the interview, they might not even offer me the job. I do fear though that if they do offer me the job and I don't feel like that is the next step in my life, will I be able to say no. Will I be able to stand up for the changes in my life and the realization that this might not be the next step? Honestly, only God knows what is going to happen and sometimes, well most of the time, that scares the crap out of me!

Don't tell me I'm wrong

So just a thought for this Sunday morning. Why is it that people think that by not going to church on Sunday morning you are not a Christian? Am I a bad person for no going this morning. For the first time since I have lived in GA not going to church? I don't think so. I still love God and I have not lost faith. I just decided that this morning I needed some sleep. Don't worry I have talked to God and in my opinion He is pretty great!

So for those of you that think not going to church on Sunday morning means you are a heathen I just want to set the record straight and let you know that you are wrong!

I hope you all have a wonderful Sunday!