Passion

I am sitting here watching SYTYCD and I am left thinking. What is my passion in life? What is it that I want to do more than anything. The competitors on the show know that they love dance and that they want to put their all into dancing. Why don't I have a passion like that. I have so many different things that I want to do. Why is that?

 

Is it abnormal to be good as so many different things and not completely excellent at just one? 

The other problem is that even if I could just pick one thing and strive to be excellent at that, I wouldn't know what to pick. 

I love photography but I am intimidated because I have never really been trained to take great photos, I just feel like I can but I get too nervous to commit to photograph an important event for someone. 

I love audio editing and production but honestly I don't think I have enough training and even if I did I would have no idea where to go.  I love being behind a sound board and I used to think that was where I would end up but now I am not so sure. Being behind a sound board used to be a relaxing thing for me and honestly I can't say that it isn't anymore because it has been so long since I have been behind one that I really don't know anymore.

This is such a confusing subject in my life and I don't really know what to do.

~NIKKI~