What to do

I find myself in this awful situation. I know that I could run form it and just not try to resolve that, but who am I kidding? That is not me. I want this to work. I want it to work so bad that I am willing to keep my mouth shut and not say anything. But sometimes I can't hold it in anymore and I just need to let it out. I  may not be the best at expressing my feelings but I try. I try to be a humble person and give everyone the benefit of the doubt. But how do I keep that attitude when the other person keeps making themselves superior to me and making me feel like an idiot? 

I used to think that they had showed me what a true relationship with God was and that I somehow was not good enough. But I have come to realize that is not it at all. I have a wonderful relationship with God and it is all my own! I have gone through so much and seen so many things and so much awesome power of God in my life that no one could take that away from me. 

I started writing this post because I needed to calm down from this crazy situation and I think that it has helped. I still don't know what I am going to do but I am trusting that God will show me what I am supposed to do.